Cold Now

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[Verse 1]
I’ve been pacing in a circle ’round this old town
Same faces
Same phrases
I just tune ’em out
Scrollin’ through the highlight reels
I’m zoned out
Every smile feel fake
Every “love” feel sold out

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been hiding in my hoodie like a ghost
Yeah
Tell myself I’m fine
But I don’t know
Yeah (I don’t know, yeah)
Looking at the ceiling ’til it’s morning glow
Tell me where to run when you got nowhere to go

[Chorus]
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
I don’t really have a place to call my home now (home now)
Everybody hatin’ and I feel so cold now (cold now)
Tryna find a hand to hold
But I’m on my own now
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
I don’t really have a place to call my home now (home now)
If I disappear
Would anybody even know now?
Talkin’ to the dark like “you’re my only hope now”

[Verse 2]
Eyes red
But I blame it on the blue light
Can’t sleep
Every memory’s a fistfight
Heart heavy like I’m wearin’ all the wrong size
Tryna fit in rooms that were never made for my life

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve been writing all my secrets in the notes app
Delete
Type
Delete
Then I fall back (fall back)
If I open up
Do you turn your phone down?
Or do I end up as a story you just scroll past?

[Chorus]
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
I don’t really have a place to call my home now (home now)
Everybody hatin’ and I feel so cold now (cold now)
Tryna find a hand to hold
But I’m on my own now
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
I don’t really have a place to call my home now (home now)
If I disappear
Would anybody even know now?
Talkin’ to the dark like “you’re my only hope now”

[Bridge]
But if you feel this
You ain’t alone in it (oh no)
Two broken hearts singin’ through the phone
Innit?
We could build a little shelter out of all this pain
Call it home
Call it ours
Call it anything

[Chorus]
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
I don’t really have a place to call my home now (home now)
Everybody hatin’ and I feel so cold now (cold now)
Tryna find a hand to hold
But I’m on my own now
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now (go now)
But maybe we can make a place to call our home now (home now)
If we stick around
Then at least we’ll never fold now
Two voices in the dark
Guess we’re not alone now